Monday, 24 February 2014

Autism and Ageing

The first generation of Autistic people to remain in the community rather than being "housed" is ageing. 

Are we prepared?

Something parents of people with more challenging forms of autism will not tell you is how much we fear ageing. Both for ourselves and for our children. We won't tell you because it taps into our greatest, and most self-loathing, wish. Our wish to live longer than our children with special needs. 


Not because we want our child's life shortened. Far from it! 

It's because the fear of what will happen to our children when we are gone is so real and pervasive that we can't escape it. So we pray we live longer than our children so that SOMEONE will always be there to protect them. 

Why should we be so afraid? 

Is it because we believe our child should only be with us, never venturing into the world? 

Are we hindering our adult children's development and independence? 

Is it some egocentric act to make sure we are always "in charge"? 


It is because there are no supports in place in society for our children. 

And it scares us. Rightfully so.

What happens as the family caregiver ages and is no longer able to provide a home or support or advocacy for the autistic adult?

What happens as the autistic person them-self ages?

There is little to no information on how typical age-related illnesses and disorders present in an autistic person with cognitive delay and/or great sensory, communication or anxiety challenges. There has never been a generation before now of people with such developmental challenges who aged within the general population. In the past our children were taken from us and were horribly and cruelly kept in institutions, as far from sight as possible. They were drugged to the point of catatonia and confined and restrained and abused. Most did not live to a full life expectancy. It was a horrible existence that is thankfully disappearing. Autistic people are finally living life in their communities with their families and friends.

But how do we know if a non-verbal adult is showing signs of dementia?
Does a stroke present differently in someone with Autism and Acquired Brain Injury?
Will the several decades long use of medications commonly used for treating anxiety and/or sleep disorders in Autistic people have detrimental effects?
What are the early signs of a heart attack in someone non-verbal with a high pain tolerance?
How do you discover diabetes, and administer insulin , in someone violently terrified of doctors, hospitals and needles?

The list goes on. 

And there are no answers.


Because these questions are NOT being asked. 

These concerns are not being debated and addressed. 

Public awareness of Autism was the old fight. Now the battle is to see that the general population realises Autistic children grow to be Autistic adults. And soon they will be Autistic Seniors. The battle is to heighten awareness within the medical community of this very real, and very neglected, concern. No parent should ever have to wish they outlive their child simply because society will not acknowledge that their child's needs grow and change as they age into adulthood and into their later years. 

How will you, as a parent, as an advocate, as an educator, as an Autistic person, as a medical practitioner, as a scientist, as a theologian, as a SOCIETY, how will you ensure that services, supports and KNOWLEDGE are available to ensure autistic people can age WITHIN society. 

Lets start the dialogue

Thursday, 20 February 2014

The Look Of Love, Autism Style!

There is a common perception that people with autism, any form, cannot, and do not, love.  

We're here to blow that myth out of the water!!!!

Autism households around the world want to share with you 

their beautiful pictures and stories of love!

As they say.... 

a picture is worth a thousand words!

Tuesday, 11 February 2014

A Parents' Toolbox For Helping Their Autistic Child in Mental Health Crisis

A Parents' Toolbox For Autistic Crisis

Usually when you hear the term Dual Diagnosis, it refers to a mental health disorder accompanied by an addiction. But it also refers to mental health disorders occurring in those with developmental challenges. With Autism in particular, anxiety disorders , if not present at the original diagnosis are almost universally present in adolescence.

Wednesday, 5 February 2014

A Warrior Mom's Dilemma: When To Advocate, and When NOT To!!

Photo Courtesy of Chris McKim
I recently went to The Art Gallery of Ontario to decompress and enjoy a fabulous exhibit. Instead I was given a glimpse into my own too-quick to protect behaviour, and how that's not always the best reaction

photo courtesy of Luke Hayne

Decades before I was born, my maternal grandmother Gladys McKinney was sowing the seeds of advocacy that would permeate every ounce of my soul. 
In the early part of the 20th century, my grandmother was bringing 'indigents', the homeless, into her own impoverished home to feed them. 
The Pot that feeds four, feeds five just as well
My Nana volunteered in every possible socially responsible committee that came her way. She couldn't help it. It was in her very DNA. Having relatives like Louise McKinney and Nellie McClung, two of ''The Famous Five'', the women who fought for and won the right for women to vote in Canada, well, guess Nana was just doing what came naturally! 

For Facebook link to this picture and story, click here

Decades before my brother Phil, Nana's grandsson,  was to stop breathing and suffer an acquired brain injury, my grandmother joined a group of a dozen people who helped ''shut ins'' lead a fulfilling life. In the days when people with challenges of any kind were hidden away or 'housed' this group would make Christmas stockings, fund raise and buy tickets to take groups of physically or developmentally challenged people on outtings and organize get-togethers and picnics. They understood that a physical, mental or developmental disability did not mean you were LESS of a person, and that you still craved and DESERVED a life outside your four walls. All this in the first half of the 20th century.

But she didn't stop there.

In the middle of the last century, Canada struggled to find its social responsibility. Wonderful advances were made, Universal Health Care, The Canada Pension Plan (CPP) and more. But there was still this dogma that stated you had to earn your keep to be entitled to help. And so as the large majority of the VOTING population benefited from our social growth, the most vulnerable of society were falling further behind. 

Nana would have NONE of that. 

She, and the dozen others in her group, marched off to Ottawa and lobbied the government on proposed changes to the CPP. And made a difference. The disability tax credit was introduced and a disability pension created. A special pin was forged and presented to the group as a token of Canada's gratitude to their foresight and conviction. 

for the facebook link to this picture and story, click here

When my own son was diagnosed with autism, just over 11 years after Nana had left this world, I discovered my own need for advocacy.
Oh, it had always been there.
To a lesser degree.
I had ALWAYS rooted for the underdog and I hated the R-Word as long as I could remember. I was never able to stand up for myself, but my entire rather large vocabulary and every ounce of hutzpah would surface anytime I saw someone else suffer an indignity.
In the early 1990s. when Eric was diagnosed, your average GP had no knowledge of Autism. I still ran into doctors, even at the world renowned Hospital For Sick Children in Toronto, who told me Autism was a result of a mother not bonding with her child.

Suddenly, that underdog was my own innocent baby.

I wore my Nana's pin, carried an 8X10 gorgeous picture of my son, again delved into my massive vocabulary and, with a small group of mothers,  rallied every possible level of government for services and funding for people with autism. We were able to establish what would become the PreSchool Autism Services (fully funded ABA therapy), and we were able to spread awareness to the point no doctor would DARE say to a mother now that autism was a result of her not loving her child.
We went from the days when people would kick my small son and I out of restaurants because 'The Retard is making too much noise' (YES, that happened, more than once) from the days where strangers would daily verbally attack a mom and her baby out of ignorance, to now, where there is SO much awareness that the word 'Autism' is commonly mis-used as a politically correct term for all developmental disabilities.

Yes, we've come a long way.

But the fight is not over.

We, the parents of autistic people, still have to fight for an APPROPRIATE level of services. We have to
Necropolis at Huronia Regional Facility (Orillia Asylum)
fight a new battle for adult services. And, with the abolition of Institutions like Huronia Regional Facility (where my brother Phillip spent most of his short life), we are also now struggling to figure out how best to help those with developmental disabilities as they age, and succumb to the same age related illnesses and disorders as the rest of the population. In the institutions people like my brother were kept restrained or drugged. So dementia, or ALS or any number of other disorders and diseases would go undocumented and untreated. Thankfully the institutions are now closed, or closing. Are there supports for those aging in the community with developmental challenges? Little to none. So we battle on
There is also the burgeoning new front of self-advocacy within the Autistic Spectrum. As a parent, and sister, I can't tell you how incredible it is for me to see Autistic people being given the right denied to them up til now.

The right to speak for themselves.

And this is where I myself am failing. The thrill and joy that society has progressed to the point where autistic self-advocacy is not a wish, but a reality battles with my instinct to protect. An instinct that was honed through many years of fighting society and the system, years of protecting my autistic child and my whole Autism Household from society's attacks.

I can't just turn that off. Nor should I. What I need to do is dial it back. A lesson I learned at the Art Gallery of Ontario

Art Gallery of Ontario Atrium
Yesterday I went with my nephew for a culture fix. We bundled up in the cold that is February in Toronto and headed to the AGO, intent on seeing the ''The Great Upheaval''. What I got wasn't a dose of culture, but a personal lesson. One that I didn't know I needed.

The lesson that every advocate needs to learn

When NOT to advocate

As my nephew and I wandered the gallery,I heard a sound. A sound that only Autistic people make. If you live or work or care about an autistic person than you know the sound.
As my nephew admired an Andy Warhol my senses were on alert. The group entered the gallery. It was just my nephew, myself and this small group of autistic young adults with their support people. Rocking, hopping, flapping happily. Humming, cooing, clicking. I fought the instinct to walk up and just hug someone. I tried to concentrate on the art around me, but I couldn't, my attention and every single one of my senses was centred on the group. 

Then a security guard walked in, oblivious to my nephew and I, focusing solely on the group.

And my advocate instincts went into overdrive

Mama Bear exploded.

I was sure he was there because HE was sure the group would be a problem, damage something, bother someone.

But before I could act upon my own prejudice, the prejudice that made me believe I needed to protect this group from this security guard, something wonderful happened.

The group became silent. No humming. No chirping or squealing. complete silence.

I turned my attention from the security guard towards the group of young adults.

They were standing in reverence before a Pablo Picasso.

The security guard backed out of the room, I'm sure he too was feeling what I was. 

That we were intruding on something magical, something almost spiritual.

This group didn't need my protection. I don't even know that the security guard had malicious intent. He too may be from an Autism Household and he too may have had his advocate instincts on overdrive. I doubt I will ever know.

What I do know is that this group of young adults, people who outwardly seemed to need my protection, had made me see my own challenges.

And forced me, through their quiet reverence, to see that sometimes there is no fight to fight.

No Fight. 

Just beauty

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